I really should sleep soon. Ugh.
Tonight I plan on using some lucid time to attempt some behavioral augmentation. hahaha..
Last night I dreamed she took me on a date. We had pizza and root beer. At one point we were driving down this long sloping road. It was raining. There was a homeless man lying on the sidewalk. The outing was some sort of payback on her part. She wanted to feel vindicated but ended up just frustrating herself.
When I saw the guy on the sidewalk I had to look away. When I looked back I noticed how the rain drops appeared to fall faster than normal and make a seemingly painful impact with the man’s face and chest. I remember feeling sick again and looking away. I just couldn’t look at him.