I’m really happy, I promise

Oh it’s recording. Wow, never mind… Yeah, I was waiting for the tone but I didn’t hear a tone. So… you know what I thought today? I was looking out the window at the clouds, and I was like how many other people can see those exact clouds? ‘Cause I feel partial… like they’re supposed to be my clouds. But I mean, what if half of the united states can see those clouds… they’re not mine. Or maybe even a quarter, or maybe even an eighth. And then you look around and you look at the sky…

54%. I am at 54%.

My computer is dying.. Any attempt to apply power causes a blue-screen crash. I just bought a gig of ram for my dying computer. 52%

My trash can is full of valuables.. I keep the garbage next to my bed.

My computer would take off if it could.. It so desperately wants to fly.. Round and round the rotors go.. Doesn’t it notice the damage it causes? Sit still small one.

Oh yes, the memory returns again. I’ve never tried marijuana but am intrigued by the dependence process. Rarely, is an addiction developed which is physical in nature. The desire almost always comes from the psychological aspect of the drug’s use. Many who try the drug are surprised by the lack of high that was imagined for first use. A general consensus of recreational pot smokers reveals that attempt number three generally produces the most enjoyable experience.

All I’m trying to say is: I’M ADDICTED! AHHHHHHHH! No, I’m serious, I feel like I’ve just found a new dependence. The remembrance permeates my mind, casting a maelstrom of confusion over each dreadfully tangled thought. Oh wow, it’s almost dramatic.

Anyway.. yay for school and life and being happy and being strong when it all just stops working. 34%

On another note, tragedy has two t’s.

2 Responses to “I’m really happy, I promise”

  1. Kelsey says:

    I think I’m partially blind.

    You should update more often. I think I check your blog every day.

  2. Jeniakai says:

    I’ve always felt rather possessive of my clouds. Even two people looking at the same cloud don’t see the same thing. Do they?

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